Monday, December 27, 2010

How I became Burnt

A Dream Deferred

by Langston Hughes


What happens to a dream deferred?
Does it dry up
like a raisin in the sun?
Or fester like a sore--
And then run?
Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?
Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.
Or does it explode?

Prof. P was our teacher in English/American Literature in college.  She is a kindly woman whom I'll never forget.  Partly because I got 1.0 in her class but more particularly because she  introduced us to this poem.

So what happens to a dream deferred and what has that got to do with me?  Please bear with me on this litany.

I used to be a grape.  I had dreams when I was young and clung to my vine-- Was I to be plucked to become wine?  Be on someone's lips and intoxicate as one celebrates? Or was I to be picked fresh and bask along with other fresh produce in a bowl filled with merry colors? I was none of these.  

I was ripped from that vine and was left in the Sun. It was a painful, almost despicable circumstance.  But then, I fell inlove with him!  From the moment his radiance enveloped me, I felt heavenly!  From the darkness of my abode, I found light – he--  the Sun!  He was warm, delightful, radiant, and powerful.. Finally, I told myself, in his company, I could shun darkness for all eternity!



So there in the glory of the sunlight I remained -- until, I was forgotten.  

Hence, this is what I have become -- a Burnt Raisin forgotten by her Sun.